its all lost...........

i am so lost and i think the person i care about the most regrets meeting me. like always things always go wrong. maybe so people are made to be single. if this relationship dont work i am going to join the national guard. i am bein dead serious. if all i have is my mom and dad cause ino once i get out of highschool i will lose all my friends. my dad kinda likes the idea but he want to me to join the air force. i do want to fly but i cant cause i wear contacts grr. so ya maybe its the wright choise and if its not o well i dont have a better way to waste time.