thinking

well i had a interview today at 9. they told me to reply in the summer. wow everything lately has sucked. i am still kinda sick but i feel fine. i dont know what to do. i set at home and drown in my own world waiting on something good to happen. nothing ever goes rite but what can you do bout that...... nothing lol. i dont know what to do. i love caroline so much but i know that i cant be with her. i cant get over her, this has never happed to me before, usually i am over people within a couple of days not months but o well it will all work out some way i hope!