today was a better day. last night i was at the er with my i got 5 hours of sleep while i was there i was thinking about caroline and that whole thing. then something hit me. it was in a movie i saw one time. i think i am going to let caroline be. i really have no other choice but i have to. so many things in my life rite now i don't know what to do. caroline was one of the best things but some times you just have to let it go.
before i went to the er i was on the phone with andrea watching 8 legged freaks lol i was crackn so hard poor andrea(she is my newest buddy)
again in history mrs. riddle thinks there is some thing wrong. i sit in the front by myself and write depressing poems hopping it will make me feel better about my self. it usually does.
i would like to know why do people hurt other people i have the rite as an american citizen to pursue happiness but i can never accomplish that unless i have her with me.
i love my friends without them i would of ran away a long time ago. but i dont know why i already didn't. i want to so bad i just don't want to leave all of my friends cause they help me out all the time. well except beth. she never helps me but its ok she is still my buddy
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